In a hopeless suffocating frenzy

I cant describe how hectic and packed my schedule is for the rest of this semester. Last semester, I'm all laidback and so assignment-free. But this time i almost never spent more than 6 hours in my room! I'm constantly out and about and there's always something for me to do. But i'm not complaining. Really. I'm just too tired mentally as well as physically that i just have to express it for once. I started this semester off by aiming big, vowed to be more active outside lectures, and maintain my past exam grade since it was undeniably good. (it's high time i praise my good job) Anyways, i became more alert to the announcements, memos and competitions of all sorts that are on the notice boards throughout the campus. i joined a lot of things in the past 2 months and am actually happy being such a busy2 bee. Although, at most times, it drained my energy and killed my precious study times. But i found ways to back the lost study hours up and surprisingly, after all these years, i finally truly and whole-heartedly agree that TIME IS GOLD, and i see why. I am also doing this to test my limits and abilities, i guess. Like, i wanna see at which point will i feel that this is way too much and just want to stop doing whatever it is that i am doing. i wanna see when i will feel like truly exploding, so until then, i'm keeping every position, workload and projects i have in hand. I did a volunteer job to raise funds for Palestine during the Israel's attack on Gaza (yep, i waited at a public spot with a donation box!), i went for an interview for the university's counselling center and got through the 3 agonising stages (and the result of selection is still yet to be announced),i accepted an offer from my crush to be his upcoming project's treasurer, and the latest is helping my pals out to organize a live band performance for charity purposes. for each job and responsibility i've held, there's a different story for each one of them. But that will be posted much2 later after all these craziness ends. I'm actually in the midst of midsemester exams, i just finished the programming paper just now, all those computer codings and charts used to freak me out, but alhamdulillah it went well. I didnt do too good in my calculus and linear algebra papers, so i'm trying to focus more on those since the finals is in less than two months time. I'm still somewhat balanced, i think. Pray that i dont lose my balance and fall flat on my face because honestly, i'm enjoying being an activist. Love it,love it, love it!!!