MEET THE NEW YOURS TRULY :)

honestly, i can't manage 2 blogs at once. I'll tend to have a favourite, which makes me ignore the other one i have although i kept feeling pitiful and guilty for leaving it unattended for such a long period. but that aside, i still think i should keep both my blogs because at times, i just wanna pour everything out in english and sometimes i just want to be all schematic and nerdy in my humble malay. so, yeah.

the reason that i have been quiet is because yes, i have been paying attention to my other blog and yes, i'm too knacked to write up the same story in both languages.
why kill myself when i can cram everything, malay and english posts and all in one blog, right?
well i dont know. i just feel it's inappropriate to confuse people with one language and then jump into another. so i'm letting you take your pick. it's probably easier that way.
AND!! i'll try not to be so lengthy as i did with blog #2.

now, as i have promised in the last entry, i so wanted to make a change in the whole concept of this blog. I've been somewhat doing some thinking and a lot of browsing, and so i found that nothing hits the spot better than writing a blog like you are telling a story. all the crucial details make it even more fun to read. being so downright philosophical creates boredom since no one understands what you are saying anyway and although it's mature and full of thoughts, it hardly becomes everyone's favourite. i've learned that if you are going to be just that, u might as well just write it in a private, personal journal. blogs are meant to be read, so the idea is not to bore people to death. (careful dear, you're starting to babble there...zzzzz)

SO!! here i am, trying to roll this new idea in, racking my brain to find something to write about.
and.....
ooh!! ooh!! i found one!

the nite before yesterday, i went to a dear friend's birthday party and it was awesome coz she had this theme which was "Red Devil" and there were brilliant reds everywhere, tshirts, prezzies, shoes and the cake was Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe and we were at a bistro till midnight and there was booming MTV music videos coming from a big screen and and...
*gasping for air*
ooookay a lil too overexcited there.
as of tradition, the birthday girl, Elle, got messed up with cake frosting and everyone else got it too and it was such a waste because the cake is rm70+ for god's sake.
but then again, when the party started, no one had any time to think straight.
there's no time for like, "okay stop! not this one. let's go for the other cake. that's cheaper."
like duhhh. when it happened, it happened.
but i kept feeling sorry for the cake and i felt guilty for the gooey mess we left behind for the bistro staff to clean up. but who cares, Elle paid for it. lolz

and yesterday evening, i went kayaking with the same bunch i met at Elle's party and they are cool people, apparently you get extended friends by just attending a party. I love socializing!!
and in case u dont already know, i am such a lazy bum when it comes to sports and all things sweaty.
i mean, who needs BO when you can laze around feeding your pets at Neopets.com?lol
(by the way, you should check the website. it may be for kids, but the pets are just so cute and the food you can buy for them are beyond imagination, you dont need those stupid digital cyberpets anymore. lol)
so yeah, i can't get myself to engage in a healthy routine or follow a strict eating regime because i'm too lazy.
it's not that i dont worry about where i'll be once i hit the forties, and the history of medical records in my family does give me a bit of a fright, but i guess i'm not scared enough.
i only exercise and work up a sweat when there's company. but my buddies dont always ask me out to play tennis or go wall climbing whatsoever, so i hardly work out.

okay, why are we discussing this again? i thought we were talking about some birthday party i went to?
oh yeah, i finished that.

now lets talk health.
how do i get myself to work out more and eat healthy food?
what worries me more is that i might be clogging my arteries with greasy food because i only eat one kind of "lauk" for lunch and that involves fried chicken with sambal, gulai and all those kuah pedas which are not only swimming in oil, but also hot. so i worry about my throat and tummy, too.
and when the hotness gets too unbearable, i'll drink a lot in between munches so i tend to get bloated afterwards. i eat fish like, 10 times on average per year, and so is the case with vegs and fruits.
i know, sounds horrible, right?
but i cant stop! it's what i've learned to love so it's become a habit and i really hate to admit that since 2010 alone, there were like 5 people who said i'm fat!! and its the end of January!
oh my oh my oh my. what to do, what to do..??!!