changing

you may have discovered from all the previous posts in this blog that the owner is such a dispirited person whose entries lack any motivational and useful reads, and that maybe after just a few lines of reading, you just couldnt help but steer away to some other bright and cheerful blog. Because i am just that - a bleak and bitter person most of the time. Come to think of it, i have always treated my blog as a sadness therapy. Like, i would share only the most bitter moments rather than the happy ones. I kinda personally view a blog as an online sorrow diary. As i read back all my posts, even i am disgusted at how dispirited and ungrateful i was being all this while and oh, how pitiful i made myself sound when in fact, deep down, i know i am just a normal girl (and emo at times, no doubt) and still wants and knows how to have fun. Even my blog title and description spells out D-U-H.So today, all of a sudden, i figured that from now on, instead of stashing my poor blog with all the bitter stuff, i'll try and load up more on the better ones.

(the fact that i am writing this post right after i went through a real bad, near-death period cramp just goes to show how motivated i am right now. lol)

so, yeah..i swear the next post will be on something fun, something about my actual life. not complaints or dragging bitchiness of that such.