Still Pretty Much Alive

I know no one's asking, but I'm finally back from the dead. My poor, neglected blog. It's been almost a year since my last post. You know, it's kinda frustrating that i don't have much time to write anymore, but i'm still very passionate about writing. It's basically scribbling down thoughts on a blank page, what's not to love? So now, I'm gonna start writing again. I just HAVE to find the time to do so because i'm slipping into an unknown territory and i'm slowly losing touch with my artistic side. Sigh. I have to find myself again. Where do i even begin? Okay, quick run-through. I'm currently in my final semester of my Bachelor's degree in Decision Science and the pressure that comes with it is enormous. I almost drown in the suffocating mound of workload but i resurfaced a couple of times, saved by some anonymous hero of my subconscious mind (Read : Imaginative Boyfriend). Oh, and that. THAT. The BOYFRIEND thing. Still on the look out for potential strong-but-not-so-muscly shoulders to cry on. Still diggin' around for that precious gem. Still fishing for that ferocious barracuda. The net had been out in the ocean for some time now, but no fish yet. I tried the fishing rod, but apparently my hooks are a bit too rusty to catch even a plankton. To anybody who doesnt get my metaphors, poor you. I'm just feelin a bit poetic tonite. LOL. Anyhoo, that's not the point. All i wanna say is that I'm sick of playing matchmaker for my friends, i'm not a friggin chubby cupid! I always set my friends up and keep their secrets for them, but i cant seem to reel any fish into my boat! (still talking fish here.) Now i just feel like a weak-ass little girl who always gets left out in the game of tag. Sigh. Sorry for the bitterness. This comeback isn't exactly what i was going for, but i figured it's probably better than nothing. I'll be back though. Husna out.